thoughts

when u think everything is gud and ur lyf is turning out to be good sfter all suddenly u get hurt by just a new and unknown source 4m where u dont even expect to recieve any pain.

me on the right path

i always wanted to do something ddifferent the things which others think are crazy sometimes. i have heared a lot and than decided to do what i want. i am hardly concerned if iwl i get money or fame but i was concerned that i wl get my friends and satisfaction. i have a new start in life now after my internship and i am loving it i am self setisfied with what i do and happy though i get comments like i am crazy what m i getting and all but all i can say is I AM LOVING IT. the internship, the result and the FWW are many things which are making me happy at present. i am ignorimg the sad part of my life and trying to mive ahead though alot of bariers are redusing their hieghts but there are still many which i have to face but i am ready to do that i will be successful one day just that GOD should be with me

happy days

i am relly happy these days as i got through one of the really important things i wanted to. now o am a memeber of FILM WITH THE WINGS. it is a place where we have to make films for global exchange with pakistan. and i am looking forward to it very keenly. i want to work a lot and prove myself.

smile :)

Today the date is now 7 of august 2009. and i promise i wont let this life hate me i have to love everything as they r firstly myself. as i have never learnt to love me. let ppl do watever they want to. i wl grow no one can stop[ me from........................

hiiiiiiiiiiiii
i really dont know what has happened to me i need to cry, need to scream loud, run as fast as possible and leave everything behind. really dont wana live in the surrounding i am in. feeling as if i am stuck into it with both my leags and cant move after i do all the effort. y is it like this y cant i just move on, y everyone around me is imp to me. i dont need anyone and i need everyone. y i am not myself i mean y i cant b myself, is iy necessary that i have to b someone else to be loved. dont i love them as they are. but no i have to i have to just come out of it. i just have to flush out everything. just flush it out bcoz dont who cant accept have no right to hurt me. i need toto no i have to fight it bcoz this feeling is eating me since years and now i wont let it eat me i am not that weak i have to nb strong no stronger. i dont have to cry and sit like a moron but have to stand strong and fight against. i just cant tolerate it any more cant accept the things as they r. they have to favour me i will make them favour me. i just dont need someone to cry with need my both hands joined and wl start loving. anyhow i have to start loving myself first. i cant hate myself.
i love yself sooooo much
how can i let someone make me cry
i have to smile and move on

How m i feeling

Apoorva is tired, sad, confused, excited, happy, extremely happy and probably had one of the best day of my life today, thanks to all who were a part of it :)